Mandy was a fine young girl. She was
married to Lou and they were about to have a newborn child when Lou left her
alone to be with a girl who Mandy thought would be her darling little daughter.
I sat next to her when she cried her heart
out. I am the one who introduce Lou to her and as far as I know I feel as
guilty as hell.
I told her that it is just a phase. But as
much as I’m trying hard to convince Mandy about that, I don’t even believe it
is a phase. It is more than a phase. It is a disaster.
Mandy took her own life after she left my
house half an hour later. Until now I still blame myself. I shouldn’t let her
left alone. Actually I didn’t expect her to run away when I was talking to the
phone with Chris.
I may be talking to him quite some times
because all I knew Mandy were bled out in my bath tub with knife on the floor
and her throat slit. She’s choking her own blood!
I took my time crying on the floor near her
dead body before I heard my phone rang. I ran to my bedroom and answered the
call.
“Mindy, have you seen Mandy?” asked Lou on
the line.
“What?” and then I realize my best friend
is dead! I’m in shocked and all I could do is cried with her blood still on my
hands.
I texted Chris as soon as I came to my
sense but it’s all too late. Whatever I done, I will never raise my best friend
back from dead.
Chris came as
soon as he got my message.
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I was at home with Natalie when I received
a phone call from Chris that I need to go to the morgue to identify Mandy’s
body.
Mandy’s dead?
I wasn’t so sure what to respond when Chris
told me that but to be completely honest, I am in relief. It feels like I have
nothing much to concern about other than Natalie.
I sat Natalie on my lap. Natalie just
ignores me. She’s too busy with her teddy.
“We’re going somewhere,” I said. Natalie
looks at me with her sparkling eyes.
“Ice cream?” asked her. Her eyes grow wider
as she wraps her arms around my neck and kisses my cheek. She then jump off of
me screaming with joy and ran to the front door.
Oh sure. I promised her ice cream if she
helps me with laundry today.
I stand and took my keys on the TV cabinet.
Natalie is already waiting near the car.
We drive to the
nearest Seven Eleven then we’re heading to the morgue at X’s Hospital.
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I got text from Mindy saying “Thanks for
everything”
I think she feels guilty over Mandy’s
death.
They were like a twin sister. They have
same green eyes, slender finger and they wore same size of clothes. I sometimes
thought that they were separated during birth.
Heck their names also rhyme the same!
I just am resting my back on the couch
outside the morgue when her parents arrive.
“How
this happened?” asked her mom. Her eyes are red and she’s holding damp tissue
in her hand.
“I don’t know” is the only answer I can
offer.
I mean who would’ve known? She even listed
her to-do-list for today and placed them on the refrigerator at my house.
“You sure it’s Mindy?” asked her dad. He
sits next to me. I just nod my head. “Why she do that?”
I don’t know. And I really wanna know. Two
weeks before our wedding day? Why she do that?
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