Sunday, April 14, 2019

Siapa Bergantung di Kaki Sarah?

   Sarah duduk sambil memeluk tubuhnya menahan kesejukan. Hujan yang turun sejak pukul 6 petang tadi masih tidak menunjukkan tanda mahu berhenti. Sarah melihat jam di tangan dan mengeluh sendiri. Jam sudah menunjukkan angka 9.30 dan bas terakhir yang melalui kawasan industri tempat kerjanya sudah lama berlepas.

   "Kalaulah si Wong tu boleh sabar sampai esok tentu aku tak terlepas bas..." monolong Sarah sendirian. Beberapa orang pekerja syif malam berlari masuk ke dalam lot kedai tempat kerjanya. 

    "Belum pulang lagi Sarah?" Tegur Rudi, salah seorang yang bakal bertugas malam itu. Dia mengelap peluh di dahi dan menanggalkan baju hujannya. Sarah cuma menggeleng kepala. "Sekarang dah nak masuk pukul sepuluh... Bas sudah tidak lalu. Teksi pon tak banyak waktu hujan" kata Rudi lagi. 

    "Kenapa lewat pulang ni Sarah?" Tegur seorang lagi pekerja, Mesrani atau lebih mesra dipanggil Buk Ani di kalangan rakan sekerja.

     "Mr Wong lah Buk Ani... Minta saya siapkan laporan untuk 5 tahun lepas. Tak boleh tunggu besok" Jelas Sarah. Buk Ani dan Rudi mengangguk. Mereka faham benar baran Mr Wong. Tidak mahu mengalah walaupun hal kecil. 

       Mr Wong merupakan pengurus syarikat pembungkus makanan di sebuah pekan industri kecil di utara tanah air. Pemilik syarikat tersebut merupakan bapa saudaranya, Mr William Goh yang menetap di Taiwan. Mr Wong diberi kepercayaan oleh bapa saudaranya untuk menguruskan kilang tersebut sejak dia berusia 20 tahun. Mr Wong juga terkenal dengan sikap barannya. Beberapa kali semenjak Sarah berkerja di syarikat itu sejak 2 tahun dahulu, pihak polis datang ke kilang untuk bertemu Mr Wong kerana bergaduh atau memukul isterinya, Cecilia dan dua anak mereka, Gerard dan Paul. Sarah sendiri pernah luka di kepala akibat dibaling fail kulit tebal kerana lewat 2 jam menghantar laporan yang di minta. 

Tuesday, March 19, 2019

Misteri Maria


       Hairi dan Azwin sudah berkahwin hampir dua tahun dan sepanjang dua tahun itu mereka tinggal berasingan disebabkan kekangan kerjaya masing-masing.
       Detik-detik perkenalan merpati dua sejoli ini bermula sejak bangku sekolah menengah lagi. Kedua-dua mereka bersekolah di sebuah asrama penuh di utara tanah air. Perkenalan mereka berterusan hingga ke jinjang pelamin.
      Azwin merupakan seorang pegawai pemasaran di sebuah syarikat terkemuka di selatan tanah air manakala Hairi merupakan seorang pendidik di sebuah kolej swasta di ibu negara. Walaupun masing-masing tinggal berjauhan tetapi Hairi sentiasa mencari peluang sekurang-kurangnya dua kali sebulan untuk berjumpa isterinya. Saban hari mereka akan sentiasa berhubung walaupun sekadar bertanya khabar melalui telefon sambil melepaskan rindu.
    Sebagai pendidik di sebuh kolej, Hairi diberikan tempat tinggal pelajar di sebuah apartment. Apartment tersebut mempunyai 2 bilik dan 1 bilik air bukanlah sebuah rumah yang ideal baginya tetapi memandai kerana Hairi tinggal berseorangan selepas teman serumahnya berpindah selepas berkahwin.
    Rutin harian Hairi pula amat membosankan. Hairi merupakan seorang yang agak kurang bersosial. Sekali-sekala Hairi akan keluar bersama teman sekerja dan adakalanya dia akan mengajak beberapa pelajar yang tinggal di blok apartment untuk keluar makan dan menonton wayang. Selebihnya Hairi lebih selesa berkampung di kubikel pensyarah atau rumahnya seorang diri untuk menyiapkan material pembelajaran.
     Pada suatu petang Jumaat, Hairi seperti biasa akan menyiapkan semua lembaran laporan dan material sebelum bertolak ke selatan tanah air. Ketika sedang leka, Hairi disapa seorang gadis cantik berbaju kebaya kuning.
    "Maaf, boleh saya tahu di mana bilik ketua jabatan Industri Perhotelan?" sapa gadis manis tersebut. Hairi segera mendongak melihat gadis tersebut yang tersenyum. Kulitnya putih mulus dengan solekan minima. Hairi melihat jam di skrin komputernya. Jam sudah menunjukkan angka 7 malam. Hairi mengeluh. dia terlalu kusyuk dengan kerja sehingga lupa dia perlu bergegas ke selatan.
     "Kamu dah salah jabatan ni. Sepatutnya kamu kena ke blok paling depan depan foyer utama" kata Hairi sambil mengemas barang-barangnya. Hairi melihat gadis itu menggangguk dengan muka resah. Hairi segera melihat suasana sekeliling. Cuma lampu koridor dan kubikalnya sahaja yang menyala. Suasana bangunan berusia 45 tahun yang agak usang itu agak gelap. Mungkin gadis tu takut di apa-apakan apatah lagi hanya mereka berdua yang berlainan jantina sahaja di situ. Risau cerita tidak manis menyinggah pula. "Mari ikut saya. Saya pun mahu lalu jabatan Perhotelan. Satu jalan sahaja."
kata Hairi.
     Gadis tersebut tersenyum manis. "Terima kasih, dah lama saya mencari... Pengawal itu pula tak faham bahasa Melayu..."  kata gadis tersebut sambil memeluk failnya.
     "Kamu ni pelajar baru ke? Sudah hampir setengah semester masih tak tahu di mana bilik ketua jabatan" tanya Hairi sambil melangkah laju tanpa melihat gadis tersebut.
     "Betul. Saya pelajar baru. Sepatutnya saya mendaftar 3 bulan lepas tetapi saya kemalangan..." kata gadis tersebut. Hairi mengangguk. Ketika menghampiri foyer di hadapan jabatan Perhotelan, gadis tersebut meminta nombor telefon Hairi. " Maafkan saya encik, boleh saya dapatkan nombor telefon encik? Mudah jika saya hendak bertanya apa-apa kemudian. Lagipun saya belum kenal sesiapa di sini"
     Hairi mengangguk sambil menghulurkan kad perniagaannya. Gadis tersebut menyambut kad tersebut sambil tersenyum. "Terima kasih Encik Hairi. Nama saya Maria."
     "Baik kamu datang semula Isnin. Lagipun semua pensyarah dah balik waktu ini. " kata Hairi. "Kamu tinggal di mana?"
      "Umm... saya datang dari Taiping. Saya tak kenal sesiapa jadi saya tak pasti nak menginap di mana sekarang... Puan Kalsom dah berjanji hendak dapatkan saya penginapan.. sebab itu saya sedang cari dia" Kata Maria dengan suara terketar-ketar menahan tangis. Hairi mula berasa simpati.
     "Mari saya bawa kamu ke pejabat Hal Ehwal Pelajar. Nanti mereka akan bantu" kata Hairi sambil membantu Maria mengangkat beg pakaiannya. 'Ringan betul' detak Hairi dalam hati ketika mengangkat beg pakaian tersebut sambil berjalan ke kereta.
   
     Sampai di hadapan pejabat, Maria terus turun sambil mengucapkan terima kasih. Hairi pula terus memandu keluar dari kawasan kolej kediaman untuk ke selatan. Sepanjang perjalanan, Hairi terbayangkan masakan Azwin. Sebulan Hairi bertahan dengan masakan kedai dan mee segera kerana tidak dapat pulang kerana kolej tersebut menganjurkan kejohanan sukan yang turut melibatkan tenaga pengajar. Kerinduan pada sang isteri tidak tertahan lagi... menggunakan alat bebas tangan, Hairi mendail nombor Azwin.
    "Hello, Abang, Azwin lupa nak beritahu Azwin ada rombongan ke Kelantan selama 3 hari dengan budak-budak pejabat. Ni pun sudah dalam bas" Kata Azwin di hujung talian. Hairi mengeluh. Sudahlah dia sudah separuh jalan, isteri tiada di rumah pula. Akhirnya Hairi membelok ke susur keluar terdekat sambil berkira-kira hendak pulang ke rumah ibu bapanya di Kuantan.
    Jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 11 malam. Perut Hairi berkeroncong meminta di isi. Hairi segera menelefon sahabat baiknya, Ramli yang kebetulan tinggal di bandar berdekatan. Ramli setuju keluar makan walaupun sudah hampir tengah malam. Mereka berjanji hendak makan di sebuah kedai berdekatan taman perumahan tempat tinggal Ramli.
     Ramli tiba di kedai  makan hampir sejam kemudian. Hairi sempat memesan sate sementara menunggu Ramli. Ramli tersengih seperti kerang busuk ketika duduk di kerusi bertentangan Hairi.
"Sorry bro... anak meragam.. biasalah... orang rumah aku pulak tak boleh bergerak banyak-banyak... nanti terbuka pulak bekas operate tu" terang Ramli. Hairi menjuih bibirnya.
    "Alah... bukan seminggu aku kenal kau... dari belum kahwin sampai anak dah tiga memang lambat mengalahkan orang perempuan. Tak faham aku macam mana kau boleh jadi polis" ejek Hairi sambil ketawa. Ramli cuma tersengih. "Hah... pesanlah apa-apa... aku bayar" kata Hairi.
     Sesudah makan, Hairi akhirnya buat keputusan hendak pulang ke rumahnya di ibu kota. Lagipun jam sudah menunjukkan angka dua pagi. Perjalanan ke Kuantan sekurang-kurangnya empat jam. Sedangkan Hairi sendiri tak cukup rehat. Hairi memecut semula ke ibu kota dan sampai di kolej hampir pukul lima pagi. Hairi melangkah ke unitnya di tingkat enam dengan langkah longlai sambil menyeret beg pakaiannya.
     Hairi berhenti seketika melepaskan lelah di tingkat dua. Hairi malas menggunakan lif kerana Hairi mempunyai fobia berada di ruangan tertutup yang sempit. Lagipun pengalaman terperangkap dalam lif sebulan lalu masih menghantuinya. Hairi memerhati suasana sekeliling... Beberapa lampu bilik di tingkat dua blok kiri masih menyala. Kedengaran suara beberapa pelajar lelaki bersorak. Mungkin menonton perlawanan bola sepak atau bermain permainan atas talian. Di blok sebelah kanan pula kelihatan beberapa pelajar perempuan sedang  berjalan menuju ke lif sambil memakai telekung. Pelajar-pelajar usrah pasti dalam perjalanan ke surau di tengah-tengah blok. Beberapa pelajar perempuan tersebut merupakan pelajar dalam salah satu kelasnya menegur Hairi. Hairi tersenyum dan sambil menganggukan kepala dan menerusan pendakian ke tingkat enam.
    Sekali lagi Hairi berhenti di tingkat 5. Sambil menghilangkan lelah Hairi tertanya-tanya sebab kekurangan staminanya pada ketika itu. Hairi sendiri pelik. Berlari turun naik ke tingkat enam sepuluh kali pun bukan masalah padanya. Tapi entah mengapa waktu itu Hairi seolah-olah terlalu penat. Matanya pula berat sahaja mahu dibuka. 'Sikit aje lagi... lepas ni tidurlah sampai petang pun' Hairi memujuk diri sendiri. Ketika kaki mahu melangkah mendaki anak tangga, Hairi disapa suara gadis manis petang kemarin.
     "Eh, Encik Hairi... nak saya bantu?" Soal Maria. Hairi memandang ke arah gadis tersebut. Rambutnya panjang hingga ke pinggang. Dia memakai baju T berwarna kuning pucat dan berseluar sukan. Tanpa menunggu balasan Hairi, Maria terus mencapai beg baju di tangannya sambil berjalan naik ke tingkat enam. Hairi mengekori Maria tanpa banyak soal. Sampai di hadapan pintu unit Hairi, Maria meletakan beg di lantai sambil tersenyum.
      "Macam mana awak tahu ni rumah saya?" soal Hairi. Maria cuma tersenyum sambil menunding ke papan putih di hadapan pintu unitnya. Nama dan nombor telefon jika berlaku kecemasan ditulis di situ. Hairi ketawa. "Iya lah... penat sangat saya ni" kata Hairi. Selepas megucapkan terima kasih, Hairi masuk ke dalam rumah. Dia terus merebahkan badan ke sofa dan terus terlelap.
      Azan Asar dari surau bawah mengejutkan Hairi dari tidur. Hairi melihat jam di dinding. Hampir pukul 5. Hairi bingkas bangun untuk mandi dan menunaikan solat. Sesudah solat Hairi segera memeriksa telefon bimbitnya. Whatsapp daripada Azwin berserta beberapa missed call dari Azwin dan Ramli. Hairi mengeluh lagi. Entah kenapa badannya penat seperti baru lepas menebas 10 ekar hutan.

        Hairi bangun dari sofa untuk ke dapur. Seharian tidur tanpa makan dan minum membuatkan perutnya lapar. Ketika melalui bilik tidur kosong, mata Hairi terpandang kelibat seorang perempuan berdiri tegak di hujung katil. Hairi yang terkejut akan kelibat wanita itu terduduk ke lantai. " Allah!" jerit Hairi.

        Peluh jantan membasahi dahi Hairi. Dia segera beristifar sambil merangkak untuk meninjau bilik tidur tersebut. Tiada sesiapa. Hairi mengurut dada. Akhirnya Hairi bangun dan berjalan ke bilik tidurnya. Dicapainya baju kemeja T berwarna ungu yang bersangkut di belakang pintu dan menyarung seluar jeans. Hairi kemudian segera mencapai dompet dan kunci kereta.

      Setelah pasti pintu rumahnya berkunci, Hairi memakai kasut sambil berjalan menuju ke tangga. Kelihatan anak-anak Puan Mariam, pensyarah kanan Matematik sedang menyusun kasut di luar rumah mereka. Suami Puan Mariam, Deraman pula sedang sibuk menggembur tanah di dalam pasu bunga di luar rumah.

      "Hairi!" jerit Deraman. Hairi tersenyum sambil mengangkat tangan. Deraman menghentikan kerjanya sambil berjalan ke arah Hairi. Setelah bersalaman, Deraman membuka bicara. 

      "Nak ke mana?"

     "Keluar makan sekejap. Biasalah orang bujang... " balas Hairi sambil ketawa.

     "Orang bujang... " ketawa Deraman. "Orang rumah tu apa pulak... Kau jangan berangan bujang Hairi... Kak Yam kau dengar nanti... Aku pun kena bebel."

   "Abang dengan Kak Yam tak jadi balik kampung ke?" Soal Hairi. Deraman ada beritahu Hairi beberapa hari lalu yang mereka hendak pulang ke kampung minggu ini di Felda Rompin.

      "Cadangnya begitulah... Si angah pula demam malam tadi... Muntah-muntah." Balas Deraman sambil melihat ke arah anak-anaknya. "Adik! Jangan main pasir kucing tu!" Jerkah Deraman pada anak bongsunya yang berusia tiga tahun, Hanani.

      Hairi ketawa melihat gelagat anak beranak itu. Setelah berbual hampir setengah jam dia meminta diri. Hairi berlari turun ke kereta apabila dia terlihat beberapa pelajarnya yang baru pulang dari padang. Mereka menyapa Hairi dan berlalu menaiki lif. Sebelum sampai ke kereta dia melihat Puan Mariam yang baru pulang dari menghantar seorang pelajar perempuan dari hospital. Dua pelajar perempuan lain dilihat memapah pelajar tersebut.

         "Kak Yam... Kenapa tu?" Soal Hairi sambil membantu pelajar-pelajar perempuan menekan butang lif. Salah seorang felo wanita, Cik Kartini mengekori mereka dari belakang.

            "Akak pun tak pasti Hairi... Sejak Maghrib semalam ramai pelajar demam. Kebanyakannya perempuan. Sampai semua felo terpaksa batalkan cuti."

            "Eh... Saya tak tahu pun?" Hairi menggaru kepala yang tidak gatal. "Doktor kata apa?"

     "Doktor kata mereka tak demam... Tapi masing-masing meracau...."

      "Ada orang bawa benda ni..." Kata Ustaz Hanafi yang tiba-tiba menyampuk. Ustaz Hanafi merupakan salah seorang felo yang bertugas. "Aku pun rasa blok ni panas sejak semalam"

          Hairi segera ke meminta diri apabila Ustaz Hanafi dan Puan Mariam berbual kerana terlalu lapar tetapi Hairi telah berjanji akan membantu jika ada permasaalahan lain pada malam itu.
        Hairi memandu ke pusat beli belah terdekat. Selain ingin makan Hairi juga perlu membeli barangan dapur apatah lagi dia perlu menunggu lagi seminggu untuk pulang ke selatan bersama Azwin. Sesampainya Hairi di pusat beli belah, dia segera menelefon abangnya, Hazri yang kebetulan bertugas di luar kawasan berdekatan dengan tempat tinggalnya. Hazri yang kebetulan dalam perjalanan menaiki kereta api bersetuju untuk makan bersama.
         Usai membeli barang dapur, Hairi segera ke restoran makanan segera di dalam pusat beli belah tersebut. Dia segera duduk di sebuah meja kosong sementara menunggu Hazri sambil makan roti yang dibeli untuk mengalas perut. Hairi menjeling jam di telefon bimbitnya. 'Kalau tak lambat memang tak sah'. Getus Hairi sendirian. Tepukan di bahu mengejutkan Hairi.

    "Lama tunggu?" Tegur Hazri sambil mengambil tempat bertentangan dengan Hairi. "Ramai betul orang hari ini. Aku kena tunggu dua kali kereta api baru boleh naik."

       " Hari minggu. Biasa lah. Kau sihat?" Soal Hairi tanpa menjawab soalan abangnya.
     
         "Macam ni lah. Ada masa batuk. Musim dia sekarang. Oh ya... Kak Aida kau kirim salam"

   "Waalaikummusalam" Jawab Hairi. "Kau duduklah. Biar aku pergi beli makanan. Kau nak makan apa?" Soal Hairi sambil berdiri.

        "Ikut kau lah." Kata Hazri sambil menghulur not RM50 kepada Hairi tetapi Hairi segera menolak. 'Sekali sekala belanja abang sendiri tak miskin pun' getus Hairi.

        Usai makan bersama Hairi meminta diri untuk pulang. Hazri pula meminta diri untuk berjumpa sahabat lama di medan selera.
         Hairi segera memandu masuk ke kawasan kolej. Suasana kolej agak sunyi kerana kebanyakan pelajar masih keluar dan ada yang pulang berhujung minggu di rumah. Ada juga beberapa kelab dan persatuan yang membuat lawatan ke pulau peranginan terdekat. Hairi memakir keretanya bersebelahan kereta Deraman. Kelihatan Deraman duduk mencangkung di sebelah Ustaz Hanafi sambil berbual. Hairi mengangkat tangan dan berjalan ke arah dua lelaki berusia 40an itu. Kerut di wajah Ustaz Hanafi menimbulkan tanda tanya. Hairi bersalaman dengan mereka.
     
  "Dari mana Hairi?" Soal Ustaz Hanafi memulakan bicara. Deraman dan Ustaz Hanafi bingkas bangun dan berjalan ke arah meja bulat berdekatan kolam ikan yang kering di hujung blok tempat tinggal mereka. Hairi mengekori mereka.

        "Pergi makan dengan abang saya tadi Ustaz. Kenapa muka macam baru lepas nampak hantu ni?" Seloroh Hairi yang mengambil tempat duduk di sebelah Deraman.

      "Engkau ni Hairi... Mulut celupar betul!" Tegur Deraman. Hairi ketawa kecil sambil meraut muka. Entah kenapa sakit betul kepalanya sejak bangun tidur tadi. "Kau macam tak sihat aje Hairi?"

           "Entahla bang... Sejak semalam penat lain macam... Nak kata tak cukup tidur rasanya terlebih tidur" Kata Hairi. Cermin matanya ditanggalkan dan diletak di atas meja. Ustazah Maznah, isteri ke dua Ustaz Hanafi datang menghidangkan kopi panas dan cucur jagung kepada mereka.

        "Minumlah. Air orang bujang aje" kata Ustaz Hanafi sambil mengunyah cucur panas. "Keropok lekor yang Faizah beri semalam ada lagi?" Soal Ustaz Hanafi kepada isterinya. Isterinya meminta diri sebentar dan kembali dengan sepinggan keropok lekor dan pencicah.
         Setelah mengucapkan terima kasih mereka makan sambil berbual ringan dan tiba-tiba mereka disapa oleh seorang felo yang kebetulan baru pulang dari klinik.

      "Assalammualaikum" tegur Encik Badar yang merupakan suami kepada felo tersebut, Puan Mesrani. Hairi dan semua menjawab salam Badar serentak dan Ustaz Hanafi mempelawa Badar duduk. Dari riak wajah Badar, jelas menunjukkan wajah penat. Tanpa dipelawa, Badar terus mencapai cucur jagung dan makan. Ustaz Hanafi segera masuk ke rumah dan membawa keluar teko penuh berisi kopi panas dan cawan.

      Tanpa dipelawa, Badar terus menuang kopi panas. Deraman ketawa kecil melihat gelagat Badar. Ustaz Hanafi yang pada mulanya hanya tersengih tiba-tiba berdiri tegak dengan muka marah. "Pergi kau dari sini! Ini bukan tempat kau!"

       Hairi hampir tersedak akibat terkejut. Badar yang pada mulanya hendak menyuap makanan ke dalam mulut berhenti. "Ustaz.... Kenapa pula ni?" Tegur Deraman. Dia mula tidak sedap hati apabila terpandang celahan pokok serai di belakang rumah Badar. Hairi hampir terjatuh dari kerusi apabila melihat susuk tubuh perempuan yang menghadap tingkap dapur rumah Badar. Kawasan pokok serai itu agak gelap kerana lampu jalan berdekatan mati.

        "Siapa kau? Dari mana kau datang?" Jerkah Ustaz Hanafi lagi. Ustaz Hanafi mula membuka langkah hendak menuju ke kawasan serai tetapi susuk tersebut terus terbang ke belakang bukit.

         "Allah!" Terdengar Puan Mesrani menjerit dari dalam rumah. Badar berlari ke dalam rumahnya di ikuti Deraman dan Hairi. Ustaz Hanafi berlari ke dalam rumah memanggil isterinya dan meminta beberapa pelajar perempuan yang sedang duduk membaca di hadapan bilik untuk memanggil felo wanita yang lain.

         




Monday, May 7, 2018

Evil Angel pt 5

Jessica just sit next to Natalie when Mandy parked her car in front of the lawn and get out from her car passing Jessica and Natalie. Her face was puffy due to crying.

"Why Mandy didn,t say anything? She always say hi" said Natalie to Jessica.

"Well she might have grown up problems honey," replied Jessica as she placed Natalie's teddy on the bench where she and Natalie sit.

Then out of sudden Mandy scream and curse while running outside with luggage in her hand. Again passing clueless Natalie

Mandy looked at Jessica with anger before get into he car and slammed the door. She drove off the street with full speed.

"Mandy probably need ice cream. I always feel better when I had ice cream" said Natalie

Jessica stood up and pulled Natalie's hand and led her inside the house.

Inside, Lou was sitting at the dining table starring blank at the kitchen.

"You have grown up problems too, daddy?" asked Natalie as she climbed on the chair next to Lou.

Lou flash her a little smile and walked into the kitchen where Jessica was sat near the kitchen island eating a waffle. She looked at Lou with expressionless face.

"I'd take that your conversation with Mandy went great?" Asked Jessica cynically

Lou gave an annoyed stare before sat next to Jessica with a bottle of beer in his hand

"She remind me of the alimony... and she said she'll have the custody of our child alone"

Jessica chuckled "Alimony? Isn't she have more than enough? and... what you mean child? I'm not giving Natalie to stranger!"

"Since when you care about Natalie? And news flash Jess... Not everything is about you! Mandy's pregnant!"

Jessica stared at Lou. "She couldn't be right? Are you sure the child even your's?"

"I am positive Jess.. now leave me alone"

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I feel chill in my spine as I walk with Mandy side to side into the rusty steel door.

Mandy's face looked weird... her neck which was covered with dry blood... Differrent from what she looked like when she laid in her coffin.

I look around... everything is grey... the air is cold and the ground feel like a thick unstable snow. A few moment later Mandy kneel on the ground. Hands on her stomach.

"What's wrong?"

She grin and stand on her feet again. "We should get going. We're losing the light"

She was right. We are now in the middle of the dark. The surrounding is still cold. Some harsh wind sometimes slapping my face sending more chill. I look around hoping to find a single dot of light. Mandy's face lost in the darkness. But i still can feel her next to me.

"Which way?"

"This way" replied Mandy as she pull my hand. I follow her. "We still have long way to go"

"How long?"

No answer. Suddenly Mandy let my hand go. In the darkness i try to sense my best friend presence. But nothing. The harsh wind, getting harsher, everything getting colder and at some point i fall on my knees and as i cant even feel my fingers due to coldness. My thin white dress offer no heat at all.

"Mandy... help me..." i cry

A harsh tug on my hair bring me back on my feet. I wince in pain as i feel my hair been pull and drag forward.

"You dont belong here!" A harsh voice said as i feel my hair being let go and push into the ground.

*************************************to be continued**************************






Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Evil Angel pt 4

"So, which one you like? The mermaid dress or that knee length?" Asked Mandy.

I look at both beautiful wedding dresses hanging in front of me and sigh. "I love both... I dont know.."

Mandy walk right in between both dresses...

"Why do you love this?" asked Mandy as she put her hand on the knee length dress

"It's simple... It blends with the venue... I look good in it.. hmm.. it just beautiful fun dress"

"This?"

"It's sexy, it's beautiful... It something i never wore.. I look good in it..." again I sigh... I'm in huge dilemma...

I do love both dresses... but I cannot wear both...

Mandy is still standing there when suddenly her phone ring... She answer the phone and then once it is over she sit on the chair and try not to cry.

"It was Lou... He want a divorce.." Said Mandy in shaking voice

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"You've told her?" asked Jessica.

"Yes"

"And?"

"She asked for reasons,"

""There are million of reasons... Natalie? She need her REAL mother" said Jessica.

I feel sick. Jessica knows how much I love Mandy. She know she was never a mother to Natalie. Why she want to come back? Why now? Why ever?

I know I have hurt Mandy. But I love Natalie and Jessica was right. Natalie need her REAL mother. Not that Mandy was a bad mother but she eventually someday might feel lost her love for Natalie especially IF they have their own child.

"Think about Natalie" Said Jessica while finishing her dinner. "Hmm your future ex-wife's pasta is good"

We are eating the leftover food, I'm sorry... It's Mandy's cooking leftover food...

I hate myself how cold I've become.

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We are at my house as i tried to console my best friend.

"Why he even want that? What's gotten into him?" I am so angry that if Mandy didn't stop me I would've go to her house and scream my anger to Lou.

Mandy just shake her head. The cheesecake on the table still remain there. She didn't take a bite. I on the other hand have eaten two slice of the cake.

"You said you try to lose weight?" Asked Mandy.

"There's no calorie in consoling friends... I watched Oprah. She told me that," I said try to joke around.

Mandy smile, "Oprah didn't said that. You just want the cake right?"

I laugh. I know she is trying her best to put her happy face for me but I know she's hurt. She don't really want to tell me anything. Is it because Lou's not ready to be a father? But don't they adopt Natalie?

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Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Evil Angel pt 3

So the wedding in three weeks... Mandy is one of the busiest person on the planet

Lou felt left out... He got home from work with empty stomach and get to bed ONLY to dream his stomach is full with his wife's famous meatball pasta... His wife wasn't even home yet... She's with Mindy, her so-called soul sister.. whatever...

Mindy and Mandy is now at the bar... Mandy have special secrets to tell her best friend.. She is pregnant with Lou's baby and she decided to give Lou's the surprise on their romantic dinner tomorrow... Mindy is so excited that she almost fall off her chair... She couldn't be happier...

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I am sitting on the couch after the funeral looking at the casserole sent by my friends at work... My body is numb... I keep looking at the photo near the TV which taken by Mandy...

 It's our first kiss under the mistletoe at my grandmother's birthday party... It's the day Lou proposed Mandy and the day my parents announced that they will get divorce and a week later my sister, Natasha gave birth to a healthy little girl, Coleen...

I still can't believe Mindy will kill herself... Two weeks before the wedding where we already made reservations at the diner where we first met... I remembered how nervous I was looking at her.. She was with her friends... That big green eyes... Those little pink lips... She just smiled and that time even I am pretty sure it wasn't for me, it felt like all the world's sorrow have been lifted and replaced with sunshine and rainbow... I wipe my tears on my cheek...

"Chris....?"

I look around... I could've sworn I heard Mindy's calling me...

"Chris....?"

This time I feel something icy cold on my left cheek... But it feels calm... It feels like Mindy.. Only Mindy can kiss me and make me feel calm

"Mindy... I miss you" I cry... I wish Mindy is here with me... I don't care if she's back as the scariest looking ghost... I just want her

Last thing I remembered i fell asleep on the couch with Mindy's memories playing in my head

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I look at Mandy's husband with Natalie in disgust... Shouldn't he felt remorse or something? He just left with her and disappear leaving everybody questioning why he so cold?

I cry and cry on Chris' chest hoping the pain go away... He hug me tight... Mandy only have me... Now nobody have her.. She just drop dead and leave us (especially ME) behind...

They lower the coffin into the ground... I am still crying in Chris' arms... then there's strong wind...


I open my eyes seeing Chris wiping his tear and my parents hugging each other... Mandy is wrapping her arm around mine

"Time to say goodbye Mindy..:"

"But.. I'm not dead... You're dead... I got wedding to plan"

"It's over" Mandy smile and pull me and we leave the cemetery to a small rusty steel door "We have a new home now.."

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Friday, September 14, 2012

evil angel pt 2


Mandy was a fine young girl. She was married to Lou and they were about to have a newborn child when Lou left her alone to be with a girl who Mandy thought would be her darling little daughter.

I sat next to her when she cried her heart out. I am the one who introduce Lou to her and as far as I know I feel as guilty as hell.

I told her that it is just a phase. But as much as I’m trying hard to convince Mandy about that, I don’t even believe it is a phase. It is more than a phase. It is a disaster.

Mandy took her own life after she left my house half an hour later. Until now I still blame myself. I shouldn’t let her left alone. Actually I didn’t expect her to run away when I was talking to the phone with Chris.

I may be talking to him quite some times because all I knew Mandy were bled out in my bath tub with knife on the floor and her throat slit. She’s choking her own blood!

I took my time crying on the floor near her dead body before I heard my phone rang. I ran to my bedroom and answered the call.

“Mindy, have you seen Mandy?” asked Lou on the line.

“What?” and then I realize my best friend is dead! I’m in shocked and all I could do is cried with her blood still on my hands.

I texted Chris as soon as I came to my sense but it’s all too late. Whatever I done, I will never raise my best friend back from dead.

Chris came as soon as he got my message.

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I was at home with Natalie when I received a phone call from Chris that I need to go to the morgue to identify Mandy’s body.
Mandy’s dead?

I wasn’t so sure what to respond when Chris told me that but to be completely honest, I am in relief. It feels like I have nothing much to concern about other than Natalie.

I sat Natalie on my lap. Natalie just ignores me. She’s too busy with her teddy.
 
“We’re going somewhere,” I said. Natalie looks at me with her sparkling eyes.

“Ice cream?” asked her. Her eyes grow wider as she wraps her arms around my neck and kisses my cheek. She then jump off of me screaming with joy and ran to the front door.

Oh sure. I promised her ice cream if she helps me with laundry today.

I stand and took my keys on the TV cabinet. Natalie is already waiting near the car.

We drive to the nearest Seven Eleven then we’re heading to the morgue at X’s Hospital.

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I got text from Mindy saying “Thanks for everything”

I think she feels guilty over Mandy’s death.

They were like a twin sister. They have same green eyes, slender finger and they wore same size of clothes. I sometimes thought that they were separated during birth.

Heck their names also rhyme the same!

I just am resting my back on the couch outside the morgue when her parents arrive.

 “How this happened?” asked her mom. Her eyes are red and she’s holding damp tissue in her hand.

“I don’t know” is the only answer I can offer.

I mean who would’ve known? She even listed her to-do-list for today and placed them on the refrigerator at my house.

“You sure it’s Mindy?” asked her dad. He sits next to me. I just nod my head. “Why she do that?”

I don’t know. And I really wanna know. Two weeks before our wedding day? Why she do that?

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Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Evil Angel (pt 1)


Mandy sat next to me one day and start talking about how life become hard since Lou left them for a girl who they treat more than a family.

Mandy knew her relationship will be over once they took her in.

She is young. In fact she calls her mommy.

Who would have thought a girl that seems so harmless could be a home-wreaker?

Mandy cried her heart out. She even said she wills suicide. She wants to kill herself and the baby she carrying.

Yes. Mandy was pregnant. How could Lou never notice that? How can ignorance be a part of their happily marriage relationship? I’m sorry. It should be WAS happily married relationship.

Now, Mandy lying helplessly in front of me. I swear I still can see tears running down her check. She doesn’t look too in peace in that coffin.

And again it is YES. My best friend Mandy now is a heartbroken corpse. She is dead.

Then there is Lou, coming to pay Mandy his last respect. He with her! How could he!

I can see the girl feels nothing. Her expression shows no sympathy. She just stares at Mandy’s cold body.  Empty. How come she is so cold?

And there’s Lou. Holding her hand as they walk to Mandy’s, I can see he is not very sorry. In fact his eyes show that he is in relief. Like the weight of the world has been lift from his shoulder.

“You don’t belong here” I said.

“She’s MY wife. And inside her is MY baby” said Lou without looking at me.

“She is not your wife. Not anymore since the day you left her,” I said as I look at the girl. She just stares at my best friend’s dead body like she means nothing to her.

Lou wipes his forehead with a small blue handkerchief and just walks away. I know by the look in his face that he believes he got nothing to regret. He takes the girl’s little hand and they just immerge into the sorrow crowd. I wonder how the crowd think but I do know that Mandy’s parents are not please to see their former son-in-law’s face during their late daughter’s funeral.

“Mindy…..” then I hear a whisper calls out my name. I don’t know if it is a hallucination or it is real. All I know is that the ground under my feed goes soft. And now it all turns black. Too black and that is the only thing I see.

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I can see myself lying in the coffin.

Wait…. Those suppose to be Mandy’s. How on Earth I see me in there?

Next to me is Mandy. She is wearing all white. Her eyes even icy cold white. And I could swear that she is staring at me right now.

“Well Mindy… I am alone. You promise you will be there for me forever. How could you let them buried me all by myself?” said Mandy in such cold voice as she touch my hand. I shiver.

“Mandy… You are the one who suppose to be in there!” I cry as I feel this chill up until my spine when she touches my ‘dead’ body.

“Yes. But I don’t want to be alone. You will be there for me just like you promised,”

I don’t even know what to do. I just can pray that it is all just a dream. I walk (or it is float?) to my ‘dead’ body and touches it. No way! I feel cold. Am I really dead?

“You are” said Mandy as she grin at me. She looks evil. Not like Mandy that I used to know.

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