Evil Angel pt 4

"So, which one you like? The mermaid dress or that knee length?" Asked Mandy.

I look at both beautiful wedding dresses hanging in front of me and sigh. "I love both... I dont know.."

Mandy walk right in between both dresses...

"Why do you love this?" asked Mandy as she put her hand on the knee length dress

"It's simple... It blends with the venue... I look good in it.. hmm.. it just beautiful fun dress"

"This?"

"It's sexy, it's beautiful... It something i never wore.. I look good in it..." again I sigh... I'm in huge dilemma...

I do love both dresses... but I cannot wear both...

Mandy is still standing there when suddenly her phone ring... She answer the phone and then once it is over she sit on the chair and try not to cry.

"It was Lou... He want a divorce.." Said Mandy in shaking voice

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"You've told her?" asked Jessica.

"Yes"

"And?"

"She asked for reasons,"

""There are million of reasons... Natalie? She need her REAL mother" said Jessica.

I feel sick. Jessica knows how much I love Mandy. She know she was never a mother to Natalie. Why she want to come back? Why now? Why ever?

I know I have hurt Mandy. But I love Natalie and Jessica was right. Natalie need her REAL mother. Not that Mandy was a bad mother but she eventually someday might feel lost her love for Natalie especially IF they have their own child.

"Think about Natalie" Said Jessica while finishing her dinner. "Hmm your future ex-wife's pasta is good"

We are eating the leftover food, I'm sorry... It's Mandy's cooking leftover food...

I hate myself how cold I've become.

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We are at my house as i tried to console my best friend.

"Why he even want that? What's gotten into him?" I am so angry that if Mandy didn't stop me I would've go to her house and scream my anger to Lou.

Mandy just shake her head. The cheesecake on the table still remain there. She didn't take a bite. I on the other hand have eaten two slice of the cake.

"You said you try to lose weight?" Asked Mandy.

"There's no calorie in consoling friends... I watched Oprah. She told me that," I said try to joke around.

Mandy smile, "Oprah didn't said that. You just want the cake right?"

I laugh. I know she is trying her best to put her happy face for me but I know she's hurt. She don't really want to tell me anything. Is it because Lou's not ready to be a father? But don't they adopt Natalie?

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Evil Angel pt 3

So the wedding in three weeks... Mandy is one of the busiest person on the planet

Lou felt left out... He got home from work with empty stomach and get to bed ONLY to dream his stomach is full with his wife's famous meatball pasta... His wife wasn't even home yet... She's with Mindy, her so-called soul sister.. whatever...

Mindy and Mandy is now at the bar... Mandy have special secrets to tell her best friend.. She is pregnant with Lou's baby and she decided to give Lou's the surprise on their romantic dinner tomorrow... Mindy is so excited that she almost fall off her chair... She couldn't be happier...

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I am sitting on the couch after the funeral looking at the casserole sent by my friends at work... My body is numb... I keep looking at the photo near the TV which taken by Mandy...

 It's our first kiss under the mistletoe at my grandmother's birthday party... It's the day Lou proposed Mandy and the day my parents announced that they will get divorce and a week later my sister, Natasha gave birth to a healthy little girl, Coleen...

I still can't believe Mindy will kill herself... Two weeks before the wedding where we already made reservations at the diner where we first met... I remembered how nervous I was looking at her.. She was with her friends... That big green eyes... Those little pink lips... She just smiled and that time even I am pretty sure it wasn't for me, it felt like all the world's sorrow have been lifted and replaced with sunshine and rainbow... I wipe my tears on my cheek...

"Chris....?"

I look around... I could've sworn I heard Mindy's calling me...

"Chris....?"

This time I feel something icy cold on my left cheek... But it feels calm... It feels like Mindy.. Only Mindy can kiss me and make me feel calm

"Mindy... I miss you" I cry... I wish Mindy is here with me... I don't care if she's back as the scariest looking ghost... I just want her

Last thing I remembered i fell asleep on the couch with Mindy's memories playing in my head

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I look at Mandy's husband with Natalie in disgust... Shouldn't he felt remorse or something? He just left with her and disappear leaving everybody questioning why he so cold?

I cry and cry on Chris' chest hoping the pain go away... He hug me tight... Mandy only have me... Now nobody have her.. She just drop dead and leave us (especially ME) behind...

They lower the coffin into the ground... I am still crying in Chris' arms... then there's strong wind...


I open my eyes seeing Chris wiping his tear and my parents hugging each other... Mandy is wrapping her arm around mine

"Time to say goodbye Mindy..:"

"But.. I'm not dead... You're dead... I got wedding to plan"

"It's over" Mandy smile and pull me and we leave the cemetery to a small rusty steel door "We have a new home now.."

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